The Book of Changes
I Ching

Hang the hexagram #32

You are tearing yourself apart, trying to move in two directions at once. If you keep calm, everything will end up being useful for you. Don't strive for changes. Your wish will come true if you are patient. It is not irrelevant to have your inner "relabelling" and try to make out your future plans and intents. This is not a good time for new beginnings.
64 i-Ching hexagrams
Divide table into two parts: upper and lower parts. Then the crossing of these figures will help you find the number of your hexagram in the table.